Chou Chou Very KeLian!!

Dear Hawk,

Being quite some times since I updated, anyway, I just came back from mahjong session with Elgene, XueFen and KZ.. XF is the one that suggest playing, we had a hard time calling players since we only play 4hrs or less.. KZ actually say he don't want to play in the first place.. He say unless play till 6am.. Just now he is the one complaining that he is sleepy and he want go home chiong maple.. Lol.. Actually I also sleepy lahz.. Yesterday I slept at 8+pm worx so its my bedtime.. keke.. My mind shut down while playing lor.. So blur blur de..

Chou Chou gave birth to 6 babies on Xmas day.. So zhun.. Xmas puppies.. Keke.. Too bad they gonna give/sell away most of them.. So sad.. I don't know whether Chou Chou will suffer great blow or not.. Animals also got feelings de worx.. Imagine your babies got taken away after 2 months.. I can't imagine manz.. I doubt she will be that active after this incident.. So poor thing.. She so cute and joyful sia.. If she changes, I bet my kor they all will regret making her pregnant so young.. Evil sis of him.. Grr.. If one day her baby got taken away see how she will react.. >_< Chou Chou should bite her sia.. >_<

Msg for the day: 小赌怡情，大赌移性。大赌可以导致倾家当产，家破人亡等等。。值得吗？
Song for the day: Fish Leong Liang Jing Ru - Shi Lu
[梁静茹 - 丝路]

No blanket.. =(

Dear Hawk,

Just now I was feeling faint so I fell asleep on the floor.. Wake up coz feeling cold and want to take my blanket.. But then found my sis sleeping on my bed =.= covering my blanket worx.. =( Haiz.. I think must be my father's sister aka her godmother sleeping inside her room.. Anyway, xtra blankets are inaccessible for me to get without waking anyone up so I guess I won't be sleeping la.. I can't really sleep without blanket for long de.. Its a habit le worx.. For mosquitoes for warm for darkness.. =P My medicines sux.. They make me feel much more worst after eating.. Keep vomitting.. And easier to get gastric =.= Gosh.. Feel like strangling the doc.. Luckily I found food food~~ Keke.. Eating now..

Msg for the day: 累了不妨停下脚步，休息一下下也不错，别伤身伤神。
Song for the day: Jon Secada - Angel

Very Sicked..

Dear Hawk,

I'm Sicked!! Felt so damn terrible.. Dying is not this painful either.. Went see doc juz now, he say its Urinary Tract Infection.. Gosh.. I was thinking what the hell and how the hell I got that.. When he pointed out lack of water =p I understand le.. lol.. These few days chiong maple until many many hours or even 1 whole day no drink water no go toilet =x Dun dare chiong le lahz.. Pain like hell now.. How to sleep sia.. *cries* $35 worx.. Expensive =.= But better than AH Emergency = $50 le.. Lucky got a "bao mu" accompany me and escorting me if not hor, I faint also no one know.. Thanks worx.. Anyway, normal pain still can endure, but its super painful + nausea + vomiting + gastric pain sia..

Msg for the day: 生病苦了自己也连累他人。。我在这奉劝自己和各位读者，应该要懂得照顾自己，别折磨自己也别让他人担心。。
Song for the day: Liu Xiao Hui - Xie Xie Ni Ai Guo Wo
[刘小慧 - 谢谢你爱过我]

歌名：谢谢你爱过我
歌手：刘小慧
作词:易家扬 作曲:中岛美雪

不再留恋我真的做了决定
我想我不能够再一直的守候
收起那些属於我俩之间
美好的故事吧 我该离去

从今以後要开始学会习惯
到一个没有你照顾我的世界
爱情在割舍后剩下的温暖
正好能让我决心勇敢的走

谢谢你 爱过我 爱地那麽久
谢谢你 守着我
一直到最後（一直到最後一天）

总算这来时的路还有你懂我
我知道你的心中现在有多痛
带着你爱我的心任性的向前
你终会懂我为的是什麽
（请原谅我这自私的决定）

飞进蓝天我望着退後的云
我等待不久降落陌生的城市
爱情在这个似乎完全透明
静止的天空里慢慢远去

Maple Maple.. Why why??

Dear Hawk,

These few days I have been chionging maple.. Didn't really catch much sleep.. 3 hrs daily in the afternoon when I really cannot tahan and fell asleep on the sofa.. Very tired.. I don't have much interest in maple mainly because it reminds me of some hurtful memories.. Don't think anyone can tolerate it if he/she is in my shoe.. I'm just damn stupid in this area.. haha..

So why suddenly Im so hyper?? Its coz of my sis's idiot colleuge aka friend with an angelic name.. Zz.. So schemeing.. Those that know me will know I hate such people.. She lied to my sis said her house got emergency then asked my sis to replace her work.. Ended up she went a friend's house and chiong maple all the way till her lvl is much higher than my sis when in the 1st place they are same lvl.. Actually its my account la.. Just that my sis lazy to re-train so play mine.. I was damn pissed lor.. So I decided to train lor.. Im a crazy gamer if I wanted to play.. 24 hours or even more is not a problem for me..

Just now she lied to my sis say she lvl 33 at 55% .. OMG.. That was exactly the same answer she gave almost 3 days ago to her other friends in buddy chat.. I saw her online these few days while I train.. And she was definately training and her uncle help also.. So how can her lvl and exp be same?? She is a stupid lier, so fake.. zz.. I'm very smart de okie.. R/S stuff I stupid nia.. The rest I PRO!! Muahahaha

Now my sis playing.. She super slacker -_-" ' .. later when she go sleep then I take over.. yawnz.. This morning I went NSC coz got appointment.. Nearly late worx.. I played maple till 8am whereby I just lvled up.. Change new suit of clothes.. Keke.. Just now KZ help me do the jumping quest to get blue violas.. I jump for almost 1 hour lehz!! Keep falling down at the last part.. Gosh.. So frustrated.. I not much patience de.. lol.. MF de internet down.. Cannot online.. Never see him in maple very weird.. Coz he very regular there mah.. Keep playing.. =.= Hope his internet faster okie ba.. If not I will be damn bored.. Lucky got KZ and MF if not these few days don't know how I gonna chiong.. With them ard at least I can complain when ppl ks me or scold me.. haha.. Conclusion : Maple is a boring game for kiddo.. And also a great place to pian xiao mei mei.. Guys sux as usual.. ZzZzzzzz....

Msg for the day: 我想这世上永远都不会有人真正的了解我。我所要的你给不起，我又何必去要求什么呢？对于你，我不抱期望，因为我的心再也承受不起任何失望。我甚至有种绝望的感觉。无条件为你付出，委屈我自己，你有珍惜过吗？在你的生命里，我知道我是可有可无的。没有我，也一定会有别人。真挚的爱真的那么难求吗？难道只有小说里才有真爱吗？好羡慕小说里的男女主角那种非对方莫属容不下第三者，永远不变心的爱情。难道这些只是童话吗？现实生活中可能存在吗？
Song for the day: Jeff Chang Zhang Xin Zhe - Bai Yue Guang
[张信哲- 白月光]

Mummy KOed..

Dear Hawk,

Just now I went orchard with my mum then my father join us for dinner. After that we went U2, my mum bought 2 tops.. We saw Ah Tien there with his friend, he buy back the same shirt that he lost yesterday. Lol. Very bored lor.. Mummy keep stop here stop there so long.. Each top or bottom she took she must ask me 1st.. grr.. yawnz..

After reach home my father open the red wine that I bought for him on his bday. My mum thought its all fruits so she drink.. She thought won't be drunk so she drink alot =x OMG~ Ended up she walk also buay steady.. Lucky she is at home sia.. Not drinking outside.. lol.. She blame my father and me for not warning her.. Lol.. Funny sia.. Red red all over =.= Now she resting le.. Tonight sure no one nag me go sleep early and stop using the computer.. Song arh.. =x

Ohya.. Kor send my Chou Chou's pic.. So poor thing sia.. Pregnant and no hair.. =.= That pic she look so sad and lost (kor say she is sleepy).. I still think she is sad.. Must be kor torture her de.. >_<

Msg for the day: 其实要追求女孩子没想象中的那么难，看你敢不敢踏出第一步而已。原因很简单，因为女孩子好骗嘛！但也得花点心思去了解她，还有一定要让她感动喔！男人没一个是好东西，若是抱着玩玩的心态，还是免了吧。别去糟蹋人家，给那可怜的女孩一道生路吧。
Song for the day: Los Del Rio - Macarena

Lost Shirt.. =(

Dear Hawk,

Just now my mum, my brother, Ah Tien and me went over to Bugis Seiyu coz my sis got U2 and Fox 50% vouchers. Ah Boon put us plane. My brother rushing back to camp so he very kan chiong in buying. Ah Tien bought a long-sleeve shirt from U2. Very nice that shirt. Acually my bro want it but he abit skinny so don't suit him. He still the T-Shirt guy. Lol.

Anyway, on our way back, I remembered that I forgot to help my sis buy maple cashcard so I suggest go Ikea eat hotdog bun. Tragedy Strike!! Ah Tien left his newly bought shirt at Ikea. When reach my house then he remembered. We went back but its gone. We asked the counter crews and security but no one seen it. I felt damn guilty coz if I didn't suggest go Ikea, this won't happen. =( My mum scolded me.. Lol.. $25 gone~

Msg for the day: 凡事看开一点，日子会比较好过。
Song for the day: Liang Jing Ru - Fen Shou Kuai Le
[梁静如 - 分手快乐]

3 drunkards @ my house!!

Dear Hawk,

Guess what?! I just bathed out~ Want to know the reason? Grr.. Now got 3 drunkards at my house.. My idiot bro and 2 buddies.. Ah Tien and Ah Boon.. Being helping Ah Boon washed his shirt.. Gosh, don't know how he drink.. Damn sia.. While washing I also feel like vomiting myself.. Grr.. In the end throw in washing machine since manually wash is useless.. That damn stinking smell still there.. 4 times I put the washing powder sia after washing repeatedly.. Really feel like killing all of them.. If my bro's frz I can't be bothered manz.. But they are my buddies as well sia since sec sch days.. Gosh.. Tml I sure scold de.. >_<

Let's see.. 3+am my brother call me and ask me go down help carry Ah Boon (he totally KO!! Couldn't even stand up or speak!!)up, then come inside house, he say he go sleep le!! This idiot bro =.= Lucky Ah Tien still 3/4 sober.. If now die sia.. Whole family got awaken up sia.. Lol.. I'm sure my father sure very angry de >_< Anyway, I thought that with Ah Jie there all sure won't create much trouble since he is the more guai one.. Wah liao.. Heard that he also vomit twice.. Don't know what my bro they all doing.. Never control de.. That Ah Tien and KZ also la.. Both older of them all also don't know to see situation react.. Grr.. If know easier I also go better.. Damned them..

The situation now is Ah Boon sleeping on the sofa, Ah Tien on the floor in the living room.. Got mattress for him.. Guess I stopped here le.. Grr.. Don't think I'm sleeping liao.. Not sleepy at all right now.. Hmm.. I go take milk chocolate waffle eat eat. Keke.. Cool myself down.. Damn pissed sia..

Msg for the day: 忍一是风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。
Song for the day: Zhang Xue You - Wo Zhen De Shou Shang Le
[张学友 - 我真的受伤了]