Sad..

Dear Hawk,

Not being feeling well these few days.. Kinda heaty.. Honestly, I don't really feel like going back SG.. But stay here add more burden to my grandparents.. If I know malay I sure find a job here and stay with them de lor.. Haiz.. Kinda worried, they not in good health worx.. My grandfather everyday still goes out drinking, anything happen at home also don't know de worx.. My grandmother kinda weak de, can feel faint anytime.. I cannot stay here also.. I still got to serve a 3 years tution grant bond working fulltime in sg.. sux lor.. Really no see any future sia.. Can't bear to leave them here and go back sg.. I sure cry when go back time de.. Everytime also without fail de.. I'm more attached to them than my parents lor.. Since from young is my grandparents and my godmother taking care of me.. I rather stay with them than my parents.. >_<

Slack Slack..

Dear Hawk,

Not being online for a few days coz the road to the main shop closed at night coz of funeral.. If want go must use the long and dark way and I'm not really familiar with it so don't dare cycle out (Got many dogs also!).. Life here is too slack.. Wake up bath (cold water only.. freezing sia) -> Eat breakfast -> on TV then watch Taiwanese Opera -> wash clothes (always forgot =.= need ppl remind.. lol) -> Eat lunch -> cont. with opera series -> bath -> Eat dinner -> TV -> Supper (not every night) -> Bedtime.. Here latest I sleep is 2am lehz.. Can't imagine that.. Gosh.. Coz got curfew, grandmother say latest 1am must sleep le.. >_< i very guai de hor.. keke.. All sort of seafood here everyday.. Today got crab porridge somemore.. Very nice lor.. 1st time eat such stuff.. Don't know what else to update le.. I go check my mails ba.. Going back home at 9.45pm coz later 10pm Ntv7 got KungFu Wonder Kid~ I wanna watch watch..

White Hairs =(

Dear Hawk,

Happy Valentine Day to you and everyone else reading this blog.. Early morning wake up go Taiping pray pray.. Then went cousin house watch Bleach.. Today a very sad day for me sia.. Afternoon time I was teasing my cousin say he got white hairs then come back found out that I also got sia.. Gougou say retribution sia.. Really meh?? Old le sia.. So sad sia.. My grandmother more power.. Say time to find a hubby and settle down le.. Don't want lahz.. Gosh.. ppl 22 nia.. bday not reached yet still 21 lehz.. *cries* Anyway, just now on the way to lanshop was abit erriee coz no street lights then the cold wind blow against me.. Later go back time must be careful also le.. Last but not least, I still think as 'sibling' is better than couple.. Love relationship won't last especially when both character crashed.. Kk.. Stop here le.. tata.. Night Night Hawkie!!

Estimated Date of Return..

Dear Hawk,

Most likely I be back in SG on 27th Feb.. Maybe reaching on 28th.. Not planning to write much.. Not feeling well also >_< take care everyone!!

Still @ Msia..

Dear Hawk,

Wednesday night I was here at lanshop but I forgot to update coz can't recall I got a blog.. I kinda angry lor.. I ask kel to call my kor to online coz he afk but then he online le ask me talk to others sia.. zZz.. Ohya.. My family went back sg le on wed.. KZ bday party on 11th Feb I think, cannot go le.. I be still at Msia..

Anyway, now my cousin they all watching tv and I can't watch my taiwanese opera series.. So sad.. Haiz.. I'm not sure when I'm going back sg.. Here is super slack.. Yesterday took boat went Lumut to pray.. Hmm.. but before that got a 45mins bus journey to Damar Luat Jetty.. I had a fright yesterday, I thought that I lost my hp.. I can't find lor.. End up I put wrong compartment =.= My grandmother more anxious than me worx.. Felt so guilty to make her worry..

Just now I watch taiwanese opera till I forgot whether have I eaten or not.. When I ask my grandmother whether I have eaten, she laugh so hard sia.. lol.. My cousin they all going back tomorrow evening.. I went to see doc yester worx.. End up got med I also no eat de =x This afternoon I accompany my grandmother go see doc, she not in good health worx.. My grandfather also.. Kinda worried..

My idiot bro and idiot Ah Tien.. want to find them also so hard.. So long then come online.. Lol.. Still need ask Ah Boon to call them up.. Need to remind my bro help me d/l some animes.. duno he will remember bo.. All now dota.. zZz.. Hmm.. Online update blog and chat on msn only.. Nth else to do.. Don't dare login maple.. Scared got keyloggers here.. Lanshop dangerous.. Think I stop here 1st.. Last but not least.. Happy CNY!!