First Day @ Taiping
Dear Hawk,
Now is already 3+am, I'm definately very tired from long journey (8 hours) from SG to Taiping, and from entertaining my niece till 12+am but yet sleep eludes me. I know the reason very well, the sense of insecurity and neglectedness are starting to overwhelm me once again. Am I forgotten again? Why do I feel so weak. Isn't my 2008 resolution is to be strong and less emotional? Why am I not getting anywhere close? Sigh, decided to dismiss this topic. Tomorrow noon I will be going down to Pantai Remis where my beloved grandparents are at. Can't wait to see them and I'm sure they will be very happy to see me.
I admit I'm OLD, no longer energetic as before. Although I'm reluctant to play with my niece, I still surrender to her persistent or should I say pestering?! I do find her crocodile tears irritating. Her tears is like the water tap, can flow anytime! She use that to get what she wants, and she is barely 6 years old! Another spoiled kid you would think, no doubt she is since she is my uncle and aunty only grandchild, they really dote on her, everything also give in to her. Initially I plan to use internet the whole day I'm here but my plan was spoilt by her.
My cousin and I bring her out for lunch and dinner and it was like, embarrassing? She just cannot stop talking. Gosh, I can really feel my patience slipping away. Oh well, she is just a kid so we must be patient and forgiving. Thank goodness I will only be staying here for 1 night. No matter how tired I say I was, she also don't let me go, keep showing me her 'tears'. Got to entertain her, wouldn't want her to disturb my uncle spring clean, he kept climbing up and down, pretty dangerous.
Looking at my blog is a good example of proving how fast time flies. Just noticed that whole of year 2007, I wrote only 1 entry. Do forgive me for the sudden entry, I don't know why do I have this urge to write down this day. Will I continue to blog? Honestly I'm not sure. How I wish you were real, for I know you would always be there for me, only me no others, no matter what happened.
Msg for the day: 明知道痛苦还要坚持到底是为了什么？那份执著是否会把人坠入那可怕的地狱？被忽略的感觉往往都会让人坐立难安，心神不宁。在你玩得正开心的当儿，你是否曾想起一个你遗漏的人？傻瓜，都说是遗漏了，哪还会想起你？又不是第一次，怎么你还是那么的天真。其实你心里很清楚你等待的那通电话或简讯不会来，怎么还有所期待呢？是人之常情吗？那这未免太可悲了。一对情侣，孤掌怎么能鸣呢？记住：两个人的寂寞是无止尽的。真要选这条路吗？
Song for the day: Eason Chen - Ai Qing Zhuan Yi [陈奕迅-爱情转移]
Now is already 3+am, I'm definately very tired from long journey (8 hours) from SG to Taiping, and from entertaining my niece till 12+am but yet sleep eludes me. I know the reason very well, the sense of insecurity and neglectedness are starting to overwhelm me once again. Am I forgotten again? Why do I feel so weak. Isn't my 2008 resolution is to be strong and less emotional? Why am I not getting anywhere close? Sigh, decided to dismiss this topic. Tomorrow noon I will be going down to Pantai Remis where my beloved grandparents are at. Can't wait to see them and I'm sure they will be very happy to see me.
I admit I'm OLD, no longer energetic as before. Although I'm reluctant to play with my niece, I still surrender to her persistent or should I say pestering?! I do find her crocodile tears irritating. Her tears is like the water tap, can flow anytime! She use that to get what she wants, and she is barely 6 years old! Another spoiled kid you would think, no doubt she is since she is my uncle and aunty only grandchild, they really dote on her, everything also give in to her. Initially I plan to use internet the whole day I'm here but my plan was spoilt by her.
My cousin and I bring her out for lunch and dinner and it was like, embarrassing? She just cannot stop talking. Gosh, I can really feel my patience slipping away. Oh well, she is just a kid so we must be patient and forgiving. Thank goodness I will only be staying here for 1 night. No matter how tired I say I was, she also don't let me go, keep showing me her 'tears'. Got to entertain her, wouldn't want her to disturb my uncle spring clean, he kept climbing up and down, pretty dangerous.
Looking at my blog is a good example of proving how fast time flies. Just noticed that whole of year 2007, I wrote only 1 entry. Do forgive me for the sudden entry, I don't know why do I have this urge to write down this day. Will I continue to blog? Honestly I'm not sure. How I wish you were real, for I know you would always be there for me, only me no others, no matter what happened.
Msg for the day: 明知道痛苦还要坚持到底是为了什么？那份执著是否会把人坠入那可怕的地狱？被忽略的感觉往往都会让人坐立难安，心神不宁。在你玩得正开心的当儿，你是否曾想起一个你遗漏的人？傻瓜，都说是遗漏了，哪还会想起你？又不是第一次，怎么你还是那么的天真。其实你心里很清楚你等待的那通电话或简讯不会来，怎么还有所期待呢？是人之常情吗？那这未免太可悲了。一对情侣，孤掌怎么能鸣呢？记住：两个人的寂寞是无止尽的。真要选这条路吗？
Song for the day: Eason Chen - Ai Qing Zhuan Yi [陈奕迅-爱情转移]
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