Sunday, October 23, 2005

Why Black & Not Blue?

Dear Hawk,

Its 7.45am in the morning, as usual I am still awake. Actually I was quite tired but couldn't resist the temptation of my novels. Should I go sleep now? I doubt so, I guess I shall go downstair take my breakfast, I wonder which stall will be open so early. After than I think I shall continue with my novels. Yeah! Nice plan right?

My template nice? Black is so cool and the design is simple and nice. I doubt I will ever change this template layout unless I found another cool black theme design. So why black and not blue? Its time to practice my chinese again. Ever since I finished my chinese 'O' level, I have never actually write in chinese or even type unless for some ocscassional inspiration of lyrics. That's why I decided that my message for the day to be written using chinese. Weird? That's me! Many people commented that I am weird and crazy! Oh well, since I am quite used to those comments so not much impact on me.

Msg for the day: 蓝色一向来都是我最喜欢的颜色。蓝色对我而言是开朗的。雨过天晴的天空是蔚蓝的,让人感到自由和舒畅。蓝色大概适合当疗伤的颜色吧。Monday Blues 也就是忧郁的星期一或许是许多学生和上班族的感叹。但对我而言它是特别的,时喜时悲就是它给我的感触。但不晓得何时我开始爱上黑色。别误会,蓝色我还是喜欢的,不只是蓝色,其实我喜欢的颜色太多了但不包括红色和褐色。别问我为什么,因为一切都是凭感觉的。

我会爱上黑色是否也意味着我不想从黑暗中走出来呢?对我而言,黑色是优雅的、神秘的、伤感的、安宁的。很矛盾吧?我承认我的心理和思想是矛盾的,导致我时常会优柔寡断。所以我不喜欢也不想做决定。深怕错误的决定会给大家和我自己带来烦恼与不开心。如果说单单在思想方面,我很高兴我还是理智的。但无可否认黑色描述着我的内心世界。

有好多人到了夜晚会有许多复杂的感触侵入内心深处,尤其是一个人的时候。可我无论是不是一个人都没分别,所以你们还是幸运的。虽然我已经习惯了但有时还是会感到疲倦和无奈。有人说黑色意味着悲伤、不幸、甚至是死亡,黑有那么可怕吗?我倒觉得人的心才是最可怕的。如果我说只有在黑暗中我才感到安心和宁静,你相信吗?
Song for the day: Xiao Gang Zhou Chuan Xiong - Huang Hun [小刚 ~ 周传雄 - 黄昏]

1 Comments:

Blogger jAdE 冰玉 said...

Lol.. Why not? I like black + white too.. The combination is quite cool.. Especially black background with white wordings. =)

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