Eek!! Gross!! =(

Dear Hawk,

Yesterday night when I wanted to go sleep, I stepped on a lizard on the kitchen floor! So gross! I thought I step on what thing, so soft.. I saw light pink blood stain!! I quicky go use disinfectant to wash my feet.. When I on the light I saw the tail of the lizard! And it is still moving! Gosh.. So gross sia.. And I felt damn guilty =.= And I nearly cried out lor.. Now this incident keep repeat in my mind.. Gosh.. When will this end.. Gross gross gross!!

Anyway, that time is near my sis sch time, so I ask her to throw away the lizard tail but she say she don't dare.. Lol.. So in the end my mum throw away. She ask me not to feel guilty coz their tails will regrow very fast de.. Sleep elude me lor.. Then I call kor for awhile and try go back sleep.. Dreamt of my bunch of buddies and me go partying then my bro went take part in a culinary competition (I can't imagine that happen in real life.)Hmm.. I don't think that will ever happen lahz.. Ask him to take up cooking its like ask him to end his life?!

Then got a mysterious guy appear in my dream worx.. In my dream I knew that I know him but when I wake up I can't recall who he is worx no matter how hard I tried.. Anyway, the main point is it turned out to be a nightmare. Why? Coz that scene is Ah Jie forcing me to slice open a lizard!! OMG!! And I woke up in cold sweat when he demonstrate it in front of me!! I sms him just now and he replied "Lol.. i not so cruel lah... they say dreams are opposite of real life so that means i kind-hearted wor =p" -_-" ' Must beware of him le.. lol.. I told Ah Tien about it and he told Elgene.. =.= Later whole group know? =x

Msg for the day: 此刻的心情很混乱，让我想起张栋梁一首歌的歌词“我来到寂寞边界爱已失窃心在淌着血。”原因我就不想再多说。。
Song for the day: Guang Zhi - Ting Yu
[广智- 听雨]

歌手：广智
歌名：听雨
词曲:广智　编曲:杨波

雨像块玻璃
将你我隔离
谁正在叹息
配合着雨滴
我知道是谁
让浪漫变成了泪滴
这个季节这座城市只剩冰冷空气

你转身离去
我守着回忆
看时间逃避
谁陪我哭泣
我知道
这时候拥抱已没意义
最后一分最后一秒数着最后甜蜜

听这冷冷的雨
狠狠落在心底
淋湿爱的痕迹
我已无力反击
心也开始下雨
思念不能停息
任你随心所欲
我却无能为力
(没什么可以阻挡我要坚待到底)

盼雨后天空
会有一道彩虹
带给我们新的奇迹